Monday, 30 June 2008

Tissue

its been a rollercoaster dis week...

for the first time in a long time ive shown weakness again... half of me is disgraced but the other half happy since its all out now. there is nothing left to hide... a wave of relief has swept over me now that it's all gone. Thank God.

but there's one more thing that's not done yet... it still bothers me a bit but it's gonna be over. i just wish not the hard way but it'l be over... soon renz... soon

i dont seem to understand wat happened... but stuff will get fixed (hopefully)
prolly she thinks that i planned that fiasco three weeks back...
i wasnt to blame for that, those two planned the whole thing under my nose without my prior knowledge... i dint really think that was rite for them two to do, as now the consequences of their actions have taken an uglier form than i could have ever imagined. im not really playing the blame game but i think that i ought to have known they were planning that stupid event. its rather senseless too, going and planning it, since i've known her longer and i could have fixed things, or better yet prevented certain crap happening. but that's all passed now...

there's this other thing she's on about: me stealing her bestfriend away from her.
for that i have no answer...

ive grown egotistical? appears so... but im getting older it seems to grow as well but its something i have to look into.


just wait renz it'll all be over next week...

i also feel ashamed for snapping in front of naj - she doesn't mind though but i care a bit.
as well as beiong to slow to do that thing earlier that day that'sn the worst hit *hitshead*


crap too much drama.... hahaha

well that's the way it is... ill prolly go buy stuff laters and get some shoes...
habeel and paolo nicknamed my shoes: megatron HAHAHA
they sed all my shoes lack are afterburners and lights that flash wen i walk.

coz i also wear bbol shoes, well they suit me but yeash i have to get meself sumthing more comfy...

i made enemies this weekend. but ill have to face them soon.

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