Monday, 18 August 2008
It's just that surge you get, that doesn't want to leave you, and it feeds you. You want to do something irrational but you seem to be in control. But sometimes the surge takes control of you. The inability to make good decisions. Sometimes you seem to have that feeling of enjoyment in it, the sadistic kind. Maybe you want that feeling to be kept in you, but it eats you slowly.