It's amazing what music does to your mood. Highly remarkable.
Well today has it ups and downs, let's say my lil personal problem has left me emotionally messed up. There are things that i want to write down but have no more meaning right now so i abstain from writing them now. Probably later, some other time when i consider this week's event when I wan to reflect, not to mention its terribly embarassing in some way.
One thing I will admit, finally after so long, Renz has finally experienced heartbreak hahaha (and the girl's go wild!). Yeah, it hurts - wow - really does haha. Oh well, I've decided: I'm letting you go, if circumstances arise and I'm sincerely deserving you'll come back.
And yes with every problem there's a lesson... I've listd those down whilst talking to 'nainai' - it just seemed like the first three were simlar with the last one hahaha. It's my fault anyway, I deserved it. I deserved it all, but I can't dwell on it for the rest of my life can I? hahaha
I haven't turned emo hahahaz don't worry ppl.
I have to let go... I'm quite happy right now. More glad. The thoughts I had were harsh and they hurt - I'm letting go.
Yeash 'nainai' has date tomorrow and I've got my eyes on that as well. Can't help it hahaha.
--> "I've read 'War and Peace" in ten minutes... it was about Russia"
Hahaha... I don't know if you get the joke but its a common one.
Amira is problematic as well, I think I've hurt today I'll see what's wrong tomorrow.
Hahahah these ppl are worrying me.
Hahaha I've just stopped being pathetic... I'm back to normal again and newly improved too hahahaz.
My insecurities and slight jealousies are making me improve my stuff. But envy is wrong I know better...
I better watch myself.